i weigh a ton
with the weight of your eyes on me
naked.
i am never this ashamed.
i am never this afraid.
how is it now i am shy
i am so beautiful.
please think im beautiful
but a weight i can not hold
is placed on my chubby parts
and the wobble to make me cry
crying in shame of who i cannot be.
in shame of what i cannot achieve.
ashamed of me.
and all the pain i though was free.
now is hidden under layers.
clothes that i will never take off again.
not until i am her.
the one you want.
the perfect cunt
the perfect cheast
and thighs and lips
the one with eyes and ass and tits
the one you want.
you'll love her too.
and i wont have to pretend
to not be ashamed of me infront of you.
7:00 am - 29.01.04
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