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i will not
2:45 am / 13.07.04

oh

i've made water into wine

and the sun fall in the winter time

i am exposed because you say to expose myself

remind me of a spark will you?

take me back to a day in the park.

i am bloody eyed and tearful

with a slight case of heartbreat

do i deserve this

and why am i choosen?

where are my prayers going?

straight to hell?

am i asking the wrong questions.

am i saying the wrong words?

i made messes out of all my friendships

i made lies out of all my truth

how is it so hard to tell you.

i am not perfect.

i am not, unperfect

i am not.

i did not

i will not

no.

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