spit-tears's Diaryland Diary

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rather be dead than dead inside.

I spent three hours last night
considering suicide.
and this morning when I woke
I.
didn't feel alive.
So it's time for a change.
time to swallow my shame.
I'm going to go speak to someone.
maybe try some of those meds
everyone raves about.
maybe that will fix me.

1:37 pm - Sunday, Aug. 16, 2009

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