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borring
9:46 pm / 09.09.03

how borring is white

so borring it makes my eyes spin

I am borring.

conflicts are always resolved and made

easy somehow

because i always forgive you?

because i forget what it feels like to be hurt?

have i ever been hurt?

everything you have done is

justifyable

and i am just

begging for it

begging for you to hurt me

it makes me alive

you make me alive

so unborring because i become

myself again when you are here

but white with out color

i am borring

false hopes of mine

gleam in everyone else's eyes

and i can just read it there

I can almost predict what you want from me

and

I will give it to you.

so i speak of beauty never mentioned

or of borring looks

starred at until they morph into beauty

my borring beauty

no?

am i not neglect?

i never failed you, but

isnt boredom borring?

don't you find me

so

insanely

insignificant?

i am white and you are color

i am dull and matte.

i cry because i have nothing better to do

because i am just forgiving myself everytime

whenever i forget to be

electric

sparkling

mysterious.

i forget and i am dull again

i am borring

just borring white unshining me.

white without color

how, you know,

borring.

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