godess sits and smiles
and nervousness is just hovering around
dark smoke
puffing out of the end of her cigarette
burning heart
smoldering in coals
of deepest platonic desire
and it doesnt stop.
midnight blinks away on my alarm clock
no sleep tonight
three
four
five am
I am lonely
but I'm not alone
I am so cold
why can't i close a window
why cant I close off my emotions
love to be so dead
so numb
so no amount of
curving light will fall into the cracks of a smile
my dirty used
and unabused face.
so.
alone with you.
godess of my fears
fires and desire
the love of emotions that I cant handle
and yet
godess smoke in my direction
fill my eyes with tears
fill me with something
seeds of a new me
let me lose the extra me
so simply
let me fulfill
simplicity.
11:43 pm - 25.09.03
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