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9:59 pm / 18.12.03

i planted a pearl

to see if she'd grow

she didnt.

i found her rotten in the ground

smelling thickly of

mustache and sweater.

casual dress making my hair a mess

my pearl shivvered in the cold

exploring the winter for her own

and waking to the chill

of white wedding veils

as she is married to the spring

and forced to die again

a kiss in his office was good.

and the moment was perfectly

understood

understated love from my dad

and a pearl hearing fuck

in a comfortable chair

a tear and a father

my father who

loves me damnit.

once upon a time he planted a pearl

to see who would grow.

i didn't die

he knows i didn't die

daddy who actually cared

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