4:54 pm / 01.07.04
dirty is a new word.
means more that i now understand.
i havent showered for fear of touching things
and remembering the
feeling of you.
i think i am diffrent.
a little bit changed
gave up my love for something
in exchange for a moment of pure
i can still feel you there.
pulling something from me when you left.
pulling my dignity from me with something but a smile of your face
and dirty tissues in the kitchen trash can.
mommy come home
i am dirty
will you know?
not the same as i always have been
and its all this depression setting in
i want my friends around, but
when they're here i want them gone
speaking to you like you stole this from me
when i offered this to you
you just said okay
and we can't make comments
because we both know it was wrong
it keeps singing to me
in that song i can't get out of my head.
i can't get the memmory out of my head.
dreams from third eye,
keep me sturring at night.
i open the dictionary to find
dirty has a new meaning.