gathered my thoughts in this..
well.
suicide note.
passing it along to you.
help me
help me help me.
im slipping faster than can catch myself
and Ive got the bottle of pills.
Ive got the music playing.
Im crying for obviously
not God's sake.
i fear not look
at myself. fat skeleton in the mirror.
pray again will you?
pray again. swear my love to a nameless god
who
for all i know,
gave up on me years ago.
slip me down your throat
swalow me whole.
jagged broken seems and
rum on my breath
from tiramisu.
or just from being
drunk on my depression.
polarly skattering syllables
scream at me.
never again
never once more.
read this once more.
see if you understand.
have i hidden a secret for you?
did you catch it?
well?
ANSWER DAMNIT
12:09 am - 08.03.03
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