my mind is a tunnel
and i cant see the other end
so dark i am crying
wheels moving around as i
move so fast
lerching at the speed of
sound
finding the way out
i want to scream to
cry to yell anything
to get these sounds out of me
but today is not the day for tears
tomorrow is not for you to fear
and everytime you look into my eyes
i know.
i am stuck again
silently hurting.
because your sounds are more important
than my pain
and if you listen to me
i'll only say the same old things
and all of these memories keep jumping back
these memories of feelings i have felt
and a memory of the colors of the sky
and the same old thought running through my head
press the gas.
or stop
in front of this train.
i think i need to move away for a while
this place is driving me insane
im stuck.
im stuck
and i dont know how to get out.
and it's mostly because i dont know where i am.
6:28 pm - 08.03.04
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