I hate you
with every bone in my body
i hate you.
How could i ever have thought I could
love you
I will never understand.
You are a weak person
with your
"Hey there"s and "what's your name"s
well i see through you
i can see that your smile
is just a peel
i can see they dont want you anymore
you, the returned puppy,
because you've peed on the rug one too
many times
and youre trying to hide it.
I can see it. I see that shake in your
fingers
i can hear it in your voice too.
they dont want you either.
she isnt yours to go after
and no longer am I.
How dare.
when i have shown nothing
but undivided love to you.
tried to show you
hell
Cried to show you
there is more to life than your
appearance.
But to you, you ugly dog you,
life is all about what YOU think of it
and how YOU would react and who YOU
want to tell your secrets to.
i knew there was a reason I never told
you.
I didnt want to make a mistake.
you have shown me tonight
what i NEVER want to be like.
what i never wish anyone to have to
deal with
you. of all people.
you.
thank you
because i can truthfully say.
it is you
and you've almost taken my fears away.
11:45 pm - Friday, Dec. 06, 2002
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