I hurt too much to even know what to write tonight. But i
will put something that i thought of while i walked
around for hours tonight. trying to think of what to feel. trying to think of reasons not to cry.
closer to the stars
than to an answer.
I pain
I weep
I cry.
each constilation forever growing farther away.
and all the muscles in my body
go weak and strain to bend
but my heart
has stopped beating
and I cant feel you.
I cant understand you.
I cant believe you.
I cant believe youre changing to impress them
Im sorry for being so upset.
but i see the pain in his eyes.
I hear no regret in your voice.
how do you feel.
is this my fault.
I love you too much to
let you keep on hurting them
just take your time
losing me.
losing them
day
by day
by day.
12:07 am - Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002
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