the painful pings
of salty smiles
i cried while i sat
thinking only of you
my sweet loved one.
and with a broken tune
emitting from my lips
i sighed and recited the words
to my favorite
"you" song
now i ache to call you up
and remind you of my existance
but then my fingers stop me
and i remember
i am supposed to forget about you.
i type it all
my goal to wear myself out
for another day
of you and your ripped up face
and the PMS like emotions
i cant seem to excape from
i wish we had been lovers
losing that kind wouldnt be as hard
but a friend
an infatuation,
an obsession.
worse than water torture
your false dream fulfillers
and your empty smiles
have been labled my downfall.
8:57 pm - Wednesday, Dec. 18, 2002
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