reflect yourself in me
somehow i made you believe
that i couldnt be trusted.
so duck and cover
i lie
I pay all my attention to one.
one being
once i felt loved
and white lights made
me drunk
on the smell of cotton and
boy's deoderant
die i remember dreams better than
anything else.
the one with snow
and suzy and i
jumped from her roof,
she flies i fall.
and then naked on the stage of a theatre
reading the declaration of independance.
i smell of second hand smoke
and my fingers become wet with my own
pain i say
i can not be hurt.
i can not be harmed
no longer will i be
innocent or withdrawn
framed in black i hang myself
black eyes and cold hands from
the disappointment of waking up
another mourning peroid.
i always cry in the shower
and try to scrub all of
my death away
7:53 pm - 10.09.03
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