12:47 am / 03.10.05

because denial dosen't hurt right now

I hate the fear of masturbation
through the walls they hear me
typing to you in ohio
why oh ohio

your dark eyes don't impress me anymore
your voice doesn't hurt me
your dark hair doesn't tempt me anymore
your words don't desert me

i hate the fear of stories
telling them all of myself
so i type to you in ohio
why oh ohio

phonecalls come sporatically
and i feel it less often
voicemails come spontaneously
and i listen constantly

i hate the fear of crying
in front of people i don't know
so i cry into my fists
and call you in ohio.
why oh ohio?

why you?

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