9:05 pm / 10.02.04
Your smiling face sits staring me
a photo from a day when you loved me
given to me in greatest trust
but our friendship must have been only lust
i though we were sisters
lost and found I loved the way you made me.
you brought such emotion from me
and i told you everything.
everything i felt
i have never been so truthful with anyone else
I have never been so.. real so
connected with anyone else.
and the way i show it.
the way i tell you how i feel
is by never calling you anymore
by letting you believe everything she told you.
I let my jealousy get to you.
you know im not jealous anymore.
I am not one to regret
I am not one to worry
I am not one to care.
but i regret not calling you
i regret letting you slip away
i regret the things i said when
i was hurt that you were over me.
you were so ready to go.
molly you were so seperate
so far away when i loved you.
my sister and my faith
you were more to me than a friend
you were more to me than a lie
you mean more to me than something i can fix
simply by complying to apologize.
please take this as a sorry
for the days i didnt call
a sorry for the words i said
an apology for not apologizing sooner.