i cant let myself
fall in love with you
because
past
following
past
it would all end up
messed
smelling rank on
the ground.
it's like you're too beauiful
too nice
too much for
someone like me.
damnit.
now im rambling
do you mind if i do
because
right now all i feel like doing
is crawling into my bed and dying
maybe drowning in
tidy pools of my own black tears.
dampen my pillow
maybe dampen my heart too
chester.
heart.
fragments.
what do the really have to say?
if i spent all night
writing about how i just dont know
if im allowed to feel this way for you
would i, find an answer?
or just be left
like it always was with *,
wondering if it's my fault.
well. well. well.
if you wernt so much like me, i might
be comfortable just moving on.
but it seems
unnormal to have the
same thoughts at the
same moments.
maybe I'll just keep sharing moments with you.
and next time i wont let go of your hand.
10:22 pm - 12.02.03
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