slick black satin
cool to fingers wandering
through racks of
old stale smelling clothes
push
i have body image issues
but you tell me to shove myself into
something
entirely too small
oh you
crazy you
ha ha you.
jessi made me pasta
i ate too much
consumed far more than i needed.
oh me.
hungry me
soul starved me
I have body issues
oh self esteem rise more
far over my head so i can see how much i love
me.
me me.
you'll never see my body the way i see it
wishful thinking
i can see the end product of what begins
today
the end of complaining
the start of a new
physical new
like a purse and a coat
I need a new look with my new personality.
10:31 pm - 11.11.03
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