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10:31 pm / 11.11.03

slick black satin

cool to fingers wandering

through racks of

old stale smelling clothes

push

i have body image issues

but you tell me to shove myself into

something

entirely too small

oh you

crazy you

ha ha you.

jessi made me pasta

i ate too much

consumed far more than i needed.

oh me.

hungry me

soul starved me

I have body issues

oh self esteem rise more

far over my head so i can see how much i love

me.

me me.

you'll never see my body the way i see it

wishful thinking

i can see the end product of what begins

today

the end of complaining

the start of a new

physical new

like a purse and a coat

I need a new look with my new personality.

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