This is why she has no real friends.
she cant think.
she forgot what to call it when she stepped out of the box.
and is geting yelled at for trying.
living in the past
she presently forgets that she is a bad person.
because she hurt them before.
because she is hurting them now.
but she cant stop.
she dosent trust herself around other people.
there is something in the way she treats them after she has earned their trust.
a bad friend.
to girls.
she is a bad friend.
but she cant stop.
and noone takes her apologies.
all she prays for these days is a reason why she does it.
and some change.
so she can be more of a good person.
so she can be more.
1:34 am - Monday, Jun. 17, 2002
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