I've been sittin on this subway
for a thousand years
and asking myself
when will I move on.
On my map a destination
just one or two stops ahead
and my utopia will be forever.
has my driver been asleep
or my car come loose?
am i forgeting to step onto the train?
why cant i move
from this plaster stance of
waiting for something to happen
waiting for someone to take me to happiness
I've been sitting on this park bench
seeking for your eyes
for your legs to walk past me
but all i ever see
are the leaves that cover my body
hiding me from the outside world
cant you feel my heart beating
underneath all the leaves?
cant you see my fingers moving
wanting someone to break me loose.
I've been sitting in this computer chair
typing out all my sorrows
hoping you will read my words
and fall deeply in love with me.
i pray to show you the truth
just by typing and feeling my words
but not a hit.
never to be seen by your eyes
I've been stuck in this situation forever.
want to move on.
want to find you
want to show you.
want you to love me.
I'm stuck.
I'm sitting.
forgotten
and defeated.
8:56 pm - Tuesday, Sept. 10, 2002
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