recently
ive found it REALLY hard to love myself
and its like. I try so hard to just be myself or be someone, that anyone could love. but im not any of that. I cant even stand the sight of my own lips anymore
and my eyes just depress me.
what ever happened to the girl i loved
that happened to the narcicism
what happened to me?
where in my life did i go wrong?
listen to the wrong words
sing the wrong songs
and why am i stuck in this pit
for all of my
stupid
pathedic
nowhere-going life.
sooner or later i'll be dead.
it's just my body or my soul
im not sure which will go first.
6:26 am - 30.03.03
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