just the thought of losing you.
floating in my mind
and the pain of realizing
you never knew.
but i feel ive met a crossed road
and this star crossed lover is facing the facts.
both roads that she sees
are foggy up ahead.
never to know till she tries to turn into more than friends.
but for now she stands with her eyes shut tight.
weighed down like sandbags at the bottom of a pool.
spinning around
trying to choose a path.
but feeling more pressure
as each day ticks off my calender.
and im realizing how much you really mean to me.
how much i want to tell you.
but afraid
to lose the feeling of safety
the look of your smile.
you know.
choosing is so much harder with you.
12:26 am - Monday, Jul. 22, 2002
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