I want to know
if this hole is going to go away
anytime soon
and i want to know how i am supposed to stop living when you're away
how am i to tell myself that
i cant love them anymore.
how can this world be so
slow today.
because i woke up,
not knowing where i was
and why i wasnt with you
had a dream i couldnt think
couldnt tell you anything
that made sense
So the letters i have written you
all seem so insignificant
and mediocre.
puddle splashing
not who i want.
not what i want.
i dont want them.
i want someone else.
i need something more
less hopeful.
more
reality.
never thought it to be true,
but im sick of living in dreams
want to live in reality.
yes'es
no's
yes'es and
no's.
5:31 pm - 06.07.03
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