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yellow eyes
12:19 am / 25.04.04

yellow eyes

i starved myself through

three months of dead colors

finally turning green.

my body died puffy and

rotten. smeeling of

all my emotions leaking out

spilling from my eyes, my hands, all of me.

and my eyes were stained yellow

from all the salty tears built up.

puffing out they speak more than i do.

i cry and they scream and complain

that tears are not enough

yellow eyes

they hate me.

looking into mirrors

they are everywhere.

dying i can see it

my whole body dying.

just dropping to the ground

and yellow eyes touch the

brownest dirt in all of the earth

and body melting away

my yellow eyes will still

not be satisfied

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