I have marked a spot for
your return.
an X placed precicely where i pleased.
here.
In months you will walk in and
we will be exactly where
we are now, do you think?
It's so hard for me to explain it to
tiny minded women.
and spiteful hatefilled sarcastic girls
hard to tell them, you're like a puppy i found
and fell in love with,
and how you love me like I fed you chicken
and you got excited because you've never had chicken before.
So here darling boy,
I've saved a seat for you
and a sleeve for your runny noses
a smile for the dredful days and
silence or laughter for whenever we meet again
I realize i am not the child.
though you are like a father to me
I am the little girl sometimes
and you the father with band aids and a kiss for the scar.
but you're the little boy sometimes
and I'm the mother telling you it's okay to
jump from the monkey bars.
It's okay to scrap your knees.
bleeding only makes you understand the pain.
so here is your spot
placed with tears rubbed off into my fist
know you're always welcome home my love.
know I'm always here to help you fall.
and know I'll still need you to hold me
when i do.
save a spot for me.
i know you will.
i know you will.
i know you.
12:48 am - 11.06.04
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