spit-tears's Diaryland
Diary
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alone, I shine.
My love can be like a thousand stars lighting up the night sky But I get so obsessed I don�t know how and I certainly don�t know why. It�s a mysterious conflagration between my head and my heart I don�t know how to stop it because I can�t determine how they start I�m a bucket with a hole And unfixable weakness Like the rip in my soul From my digressions Make my ears hear pain where there is none� Make my eyes see two where there is one� Make my tongue make moves that are no fun--- I�m a million tiny atoms Each reaching out for another spark to grow astounding I�m an element wishing I were compounded. I want more. Every moment more. I�m greedy and needy and selfish and a bore. Where I once was: There are two of me. Alike in both figure and proficiency Doubled and divided I stand small and tall Broken and United I have nothing and all. I am Bright and ignorant Clueless and astute Forgiving and relentless Unknown and absolute. Let us say: I was part of an us A we if you will And my beautiful Girl shut doors Where the wind Blew still--- Now I�m the one who is still� Alone in my shell, I am a million tiny stars shooting miles across the sky� I will be alight. I will be alright. Tonight is any night. And when I wake to the sun I�ll remember I am one. And one isn�t ever none.
12:53 am - Thursday, Aug. 27, 2009
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