emptiness in the pit of my stomache
it hurts so good.
and dancing sweaty boys
rub their words all over me
I like it
no
Love it.
love the thought of safety in
pounds slipping away
until only my
feelings and securities remain
you know I like it when they look at me
from under their eyes
staring dirty thinking
they like thin.
they liked it then they like me now
so press youe fingers into my side
way down so
i cant feel the pain anymore.
let me know you like my bones.
just feel me as i'll be someday
taste my lips in a plee to
make me promise you
I wont be so shameful
I'll be more demanding of my body.
slips cause falls
and I'm not ready to fall for you again
not until
more pounds fall down the drain
and more of this
old me
floats away
12:35 am - 15.11.03
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