make me sick
i tell you
make me sick
and name me for the boys to smile at
name me freak name me ugly
i am only yours to fear
make me smile then make me cry
and make my whole world seem
empty from the absence of
laughter
make me stumble from my "difficult" ways
Im made a reminder of you
dead and cold you
tired and old you
whimpy and frail and hateful and
pale you.
sitting by death and loving the pureness
of the emotion hate
you take her pills like she means
soo well
dont you see she's feeding me to lions
what happened to faith in friendship
and faith in the future
Im only good for you when you can save me
only pretty when I've nowhere else to turn.
makes me sick
makes me pale and literally sick
to think you see me as crossing from darkness
and
that means, im not worthy of your light anylonger
makes me sick to know I miss you
to think i liked the way things were
and to sit around wondering when you will
come and let me watch you again
i ask you time and again
to beat me down
until i am darkness again
black and shininy old.
beat me down
so you again
can make me whole
10:53 pm - 09.11.03
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