how borring is white
so borring it makes my eyes spin
I am borring.
conflicts are always resolved and made
easy somehow
because i always forgive you?
because i forget what it feels like to be hurt?
have i ever been hurt?
everything you have done is
justifyable
and i am just
begging for it
begging for you to hurt me
it makes me alive
you make me alive
so unborring because i become
myself again when you are here
but white with out color
i am borring
false hopes of mine
gleam in everyone else's eyes
and i can just read it there
I can almost predict what you want from me
and
I will give it to you.
so i speak of beauty never mentioned
or of borring looks
starred at until they morph into beauty
my borring beauty
no?
am i not neglect?
i never failed you, but
isnt boredom borring?
don't you find me
so
insanely
insignificant?
i am white and you are color
i am dull and matte.
i cry because i have nothing better to do
because i am just forgiving myself everytime
whenever i forget to be
electric
sparkling
mysterious.
i forget and i am dull again
i am borring
just borring white unshining me.
white without color
how, you know,
borring.
9:46 pm - 09.09.03
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