layed awake
taking long strokes of pain
as i painted a picture of you through my window
and i saw the image of you
dirty and old
tired and hungry crawling into
bed with me
where i lay my head beside you
and we sleep
so i wouldnt be so tired when I woke
kept me safe and warm
so i wouldnt shake so much in the morning
the third time this month
that I've watched the sunrise over
mr.nextdoor's roof
and thought longingly of
only you
and your silly faces
that make me smile
and of your boney legs.
but of mostly how you make me feel so much
like myself
so real.
so real
and so young
and sitting here with out you
i do feel old and tired
please come to me and make me smile again
please come to me and ease my petty pain.
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
11:08 am - 23.07.03
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