what would you do if I told you I love you?
she told me
things would be
alright.
well I dont want things to be
alright.
I want them to be the same.
I want them to be better.
I want you to love me
to hold my hand
to realize that i matter.
i want you to kiss me
and hug me
and brag about me to your friends.
I want you to let me lay with you
when im not feeling well.
and i want you to think im worth
every minute we spend together.
what i dont understand
is why i cant just say
that you mean that much to me.
why i cant just admit to you i want you
how can this be so hard for me.
Im usually the corageous one.
If i could wish one thing for you
it would be that you grow to be happy.
and i want you to be happy with me
but deep
down in my heart.
I dont think you love me.
4:30 pm - Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002
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