today is the day when love
and hate
met half way
and backseat ponderings
fill my mind with
dread and dispare.
i miss the look he had in his eyes
that night on the plastic covered metal
and the feel
of his fingers between mine.
and oh i miss the feeling
of belonging.
now i only feel longing
for your hands on my hips
for your lips on my lips
for our song to be playing
in the backround.
i miss the smell of dirt between your toes
and how the center of your eyes
are tinted
yellow.
for days I've felt this longing
for years I've wanted something as
pure as this is
i still want to wipe the boredom
off your face.
replace your fear with hate
and hate with love
caught half way.
1:12 am - 12.07.03
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