silence.
i am hiding blocking the air
from seeping through the cracks in my door frame.
never leave here again.
i am ashamed
so i hide
caution-taping all the past away
no more answers to
all your questions.
if i speak they may hear me
i fear
no more speaking
and no more
I'll sleep alone again today
and fan facing me and
cheeks burn purple frozen
tears no longer scream
or bruise my face
no more pain
i fear.
being heard anymore.
so silent
nice to meet you
i avert my eyes
shy shy shy?
I fear you will hear me
listen to the music i know i like
smell the firmilliar scent of
smoke fused coffee gin
and dirty wet grass.
i want my old friends back today
sitting speaking of nothing important
and nothing interesting
just crunch doritos
and speak so low.
because I fear
that you might hear me.
10:58 am - 07.09.03
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