cant you see what youre doing
Im falling to pieces and down to my knees
im confused and feel like dying.
its not like im yours and youre being unfaithful
but still i feel like jumping from a building
and i want the best for you.
and i know she's probally it.
but still it hurts to think ive found my one.
and he's found his
but im not it.
why do i do this to myself?
feel all this pain
nothing to gain but the tears on my pillow
and the shaking in my fingertips.
why do i hurt this way
when i know its whats good for you.
you should be with someone as beautiful as the sunsets
as sweet as pepermint
and smarter that me.
you should be happier than kittens
and more in love than Juliet.
but why cant I see you're happy.
thats why things have changed.
Saying I love you is harder to do now.
because what i believe.
If you dont love me.
it must not be ment to be.
7:09 pm - Friday, Aug. 02, 2002
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