love.
you spit that at me
telling me that I dont know what love is.
darling I do.
love is incased in each moment i spend
thinking how my actions
will affect the others around me
and how their actions will
affect you.
Love are those ugly words
that never leave my mouth
because i never want to hurt you.
Its the fact that i keep my distance
and leave you be.
Its the knowlege that
you might never see me
but still loving you
and loving that fact that you're
not perfect. You're not anywhere
near perfect.
even as hard as you try.
Love is the fact that i can see all
the scars in your heart
but never force you to
share them with me
and Its the fact that
I just want to touch your immortality.
Love is that sigh in my sleep
when im leaning on your shoulder
and its written in the lyrics to
every song we have ever
listened to at the same time.
because we both know
you are a jar, as they say
with a heavy lid, and
Im the one stuck inside, suffocating
in cold hearted
unwillingness
to change.
to think out side of the box.
love, dear.
love.
hate.
beauty, wonder,
silent stalking dreams of
fingers.
and love.
love darling.
all of it.
4:00 pm - 07.02.03
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