we stayed up to watch the sunset
then rise
and i dont know if you know
but i gave myself to you tonight.
How do you tell someone
that you hate them but
love them
and how can you face fears
when your fear is sitting next to you.
how can you cry
how can you smile
when all of the world is
burning away in hot coals
and we sat and worshiped Halijulah
5 minutes of complete silence except for Jeff
singing out to us
teaching us something we will never forget.
True friends come are ones you can be completely silent with,
but comfortable.
I wanted to stick my hang in the fire
because i knew it would be hard to
tell you.
too hard infact to do with others
around
and as much as i dont regret it
I'm sorry if i hurt you.
it was never my intention to make you
understand.
just to clear things up before i went mad
before i betrayed you
before i let myself be dishonest with you.
You say it feels like a game of
roullette.
blindfolded spinning
but how can it be that way
if he never told me.
If i never was the one.
and then why choose you?
reasons molly.
In a wide sea of eyes,
he saw you.
beautiful
faithful
little you.
and It hurts so badly
because i know
if we were both drowning
he'd save you first.
But it feels so good
to know
that the decission would
kill him a little.
3:05 pm - 19.06.03
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