i gargle all these words
around, trying to find
answers
written in stars, or
on the back of my hand.
But,I fall.
centimeters to the floor
while you just sit back
and laugh.
Im sorry im not enough for you.
My whole life is an apology.
and im sick of
saying
"I'm sorry"
maybe I'm not sorry anymore.
You drew fine lines
around boundries
which you established and never told
the rest of us, were there.
how hollow are you now?
are you escaping from me
or just the way i react to you.
well no more apology.
no more regret.
today is about remembering,
and embarking on a new
adventure.
will you come along?
bright skies ahead of me
maybe rolling on lawns.
and my eyes fading to green
oh i want to be perfect now.
strive for better.
strive for good enough
no more im sorry's to myself,
or to anyone else.
no more I give ups
or..
maybe tomorrow.
12:08 am - 03.05.03
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