when he didnt wipe her tears away
they crusted to her face
and she is left crying
just broken down
she wants a few moments when
anything she says wont make a diffrence.
wont ruine anything
that is real for now.
not many things seem real anymore.
she feels like it all happened
twenty minutes ago.
and she cant remember all the details.
cant see images anymore.
or feel the walls around her.
It's all pushing away
she's pushing it all away with the
words she isn't saying.
with the actions she isn't
following through on.
so she is left crying and
letting the salt cake under her eyes
causing difficulty in blinking
and leaving scars in her mind.
she is left with only the memory of his fingers
8:35 pm - Sunday, Sept. 08, 2002
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