numb
i watched you put your arm around her.
i could actually feel your arm around me
i could feel you next to me.
why do i plant myself in dying conditions?
only hurting
when i wake up from my dreams.
want to cry.
and i want to scream
and want to laugh.
cant bring myself to admit that i want you again.
just once.
don't smile at me like that.
10:08 pm - Wednesday, May. 08, 2002
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