blood fingernails
carve ghostly words into
broken mental images
are you angry
i ask you
will you ever learn
this is the time of day
i fear
blackened rope dreams
i awoke screaming
only to find a phone in my hand
and your number dialed
just as usual.
so is this the time when i
apoligize
for something i didnt even do
or do i walk out on you.
forget about that feeling.
it isnt all black and white you know
some is red
give me something here.
i'll gargle words until
you cant even recognize your
own name when i write it out.
and we'll end up sitting silently
perfect behaivor
perfect lips
perfect kiss
perfectly hated
and you wont even know what to call me.
or how to say please.
one day
everything will turn out to be the same.
12:52 am - 18.02.03
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