i can say how much i miss you
or just tell myself im fine.
but I know im not fine
when all the little things
start to bug me.
are my shoelaces tied
is the soap turned so the
fading ZEST is facing up.
did i stop my car perfectly on the sensitive
white line.
you cure my crazy tendencies.
really, Im a nutcase
worring about how many times i brush my teeth
before I go to school,
and if i take a sip of milk or a bite of my poptart first.
nuts without you
calming me down
and i say i dont need support
from anyone
but my mind..
becomes too structured when you leave me.
like im making up the lost time
in doublespeed
graphing the
diffrent pieces
until i find the missing link.
a little bit of you
and my heart beats slowly,
easing down until
one beat
is clearly seperate
from
the next.
with you
i can stop breathing
stop thinking
and stop being.
straight hard complicated
needs some you
to be me.
11:00 pm - 04.12.03
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