a while ago i sat by my window
thinking of all the love i had lost
and forgetting to think of the love
i had still
holding it in my hands
so tight i couldnt feel my pulse
so tight i couldnt think of anything but
the love i had wasted
the love i hadnt gained.
and the sun set and rose
and i cried into my pillows
and i sang songs for people to hear
that all my life had disappeared.
and a while ago i looked to the sky
wistling all the tuned the birds taught
me to sing
and i though of the one i had loved and
had lost and of all the times
i never really knew who he was.
and i said to him he was my world
everything i adored
and the earth didnt move beneath my feet
i just wept and beat the pain into me.
and the sun set and rose
and i was crying into my pillows
and i sang songs for people to hear
that all my life had disappeared.
and a while ago i died
with my face impressed in glass
the tears i had shed for him were shattering and scattering all around me
cutting my skin
breaking my spirit i walked
with my face to the wind and
i liked the sting on my ears
i died and i set a song
and the birds sang all day long
they knew something i didnt know
under the frost of a broken heart
lays the buds of a spring time kiss
a weathered hand for me to hold
and a fist of love to share
with the world.
and the sun set and rose
i'm done crying in my pillows
I'll sing songs for all to hear
The love you felt will never disappear
1:08 pm - 21.02.04
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