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12:05 am / 06.02.06

I'm awake but dreaming
and I haven't a thought in my head
I close my eyes and there you are
alive but also dead
you make love with sweet little words
and spit in my eye

i hate it when you smile at me like this.

I am spinning
and the lights fuse to my fingers
I can't think of anything but the back of my eyelids
I can't stand to be here.

Here I am without a thought in my head
I am alive, but also so very dead
I am surprised, but also fed up.

Here I go with nothing but hate
for the face, for the feet, for the face.
the face.

Without a thought but the face
here i go.
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