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off season
12:33 pm / 04.04.06

they say they'll come in the off season
say they'll lead us to the end
promise to write
promise to return
make promises
promises they could never keep
they say the'll venture back
and you want badly to believe them
believe them
believe.

you think you're the vacation
but you're actually the crisis
you have to be there
noone wants you
you think they're excited to see you
and yes,
the adrenaline is there
where will it end up though?

do you visit yourself in the spring?
travel to the inner depths of your mind
think alone
think alone
think a lonely memory.

they say they'll come in the off season
but when is your season off?
do you have an off season?

you may as well visit yourself
and think
alone again.

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