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Howling
2:10 am / 03.01.04

black on black

the sky says funny things to me

as lonely

i stare out my window

listening for an answer from god.

i prayed

tonight i knelt by my bed

folded my hands and said

"god. protect me. help me find you

right in front of me"

so here I lay

listening to the clouded sky

and no booming voice screams out.

only a subtle hint of wimpering dogs

and a howl from my hall way

kitten so afraid.

baby to the world

so alone

in this huge house

this huge world

where noone protects it.

howling for attention

so late

howling for someone to show a friendly face

a night where i believe so strong

i am willing to die.

a night where i believe so strong

i am willing to put the past aside.

a night

where i believe so strong

I will cry.

cry infront of strangers.

I think I'll read my bible tomorrow.

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