black on black
the sky says funny things to me
as lonely
i stare out my window
listening for an answer from god.
i prayed
tonight i knelt by my bed
folded my hands and said
"god. protect me. help me find you
right in front of me"
so here I lay
listening to the clouded sky
and no booming voice screams out.
only a subtle hint of wimpering dogs
and a howl from my hall way
kitten so afraid.
baby to the world
so alone
in this huge house
this huge world
where noone protects it.
howling for attention
so late
howling for someone to show a friendly face
a night where i believe so strong
i am willing to die.
a night where i believe so strong
i am willing to put the past aside.
a night
where i believe so strong
I will cry.
cry infront of strangers.
I think I'll read my bible tomorrow.
2:10 am - 03.01.04
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