hollow black stars down my face
they shout misty words
out all around me
and i have found myself drowning in
fear,
anxiety.
my eyelids heavy and sticky
drop down and stay on soft skin
sleep all my fears away
or just think about dying on my birthday.
do I believe in guardian angel's?
how can i not after being there
with mist falling into my eyes
and seeing the whole world
through a chain link fence.
It's like i've fenced in my emotion
and all she wants to do is jump.
spred her arms
and put her chest out, arching
towards the freeest fall she will take
caged in emotion
she just wants to fly.
to never have to fear the fall.
and to hold your hand when she tells
you her secret.
When I am here.
I don't exist either.
6:52 pm - 07.06.03
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