My bed is a lap pool�
I�m caught in the lanes
My eyes heavy stooper won�t relax into
Winky sleepy habits
Blinky dreamy hours unfurled
Between sheet and blanket, and blanket and feet
sleep is evading me.
Sewing circles under my eyes
Stitching minutes�knotted when
Alarms alert me to the sun�s rising.
Picture me zombied and out on our porch:
Bleary-eyed cigarette morning buzz
The church bells ring in my ears
The church bells chime seventeen times and I
Shower off the sweat from my skin
Six hours spend trying to slip myself into the indentation you left.
With you by my side I slept soundly�
Snorey sputter warm bed, soft you�
Comfortable.
my six pillows can�t replace you:
How the weight of your bones evened out the dips in my mattress.
So I�m slipping between the cracks�foggy minded starring at stars through my window,
With a delightful memory of our hands clasped tight underneath these blankets.
At least it�s a comfort,
At this last resort,
I can close my eyes and
pretend I'm sleeping.
1:59 am - Thursday, Apr. 09, 2009
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