the sky was blue
so late tonight
and red light filtered through my window
cold.
glass i fear will shatter
mom complains
but i took my storm windows out long ago.
I've finshed it all
worked my fingers numb until
fog encircled my soul
and blood coveres my toes
black and false
the cold cuts through my underware
chilling my skin to
poke out in places not ment for your eyes.
Ive lost all belief in my heart
stopped thinking with my head
and if i dont close the window..
i wont close the window.
do i scare you?
does it frighten you
do you stare in disbelief?
stutter out my cold words.
another fucking apology.
my whole life is a greeting card
glittered facade
pasted in tears.
when i cry you dont notice
not like furies.
not bloody whept from these eyes.
but i wish i bled.
sometimes i wish i just did.
black sky.
i turned tonight
cry;cry,cry.
once more now dear.
turn your head this way
and
click.
10:36 pm - 19.02.03
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